Dirty Innocence

I laughed a bit to myself when I decided to post this for Sinful Sunday. I mean, it’s just not all that sinful, right? And yet…I find the image oddly sexy and yet comforting at the same time. This is me, now – this is my dirty-girl-ness, so unlike it was back then, when I masturbated on a dirty, grimy floor while W pissed on me.  And yet, sitting on the deck overlooking my little city yard, cooling off after spending the morning on my hands and knees gardening, I am happy.

Yes, happy and content with my life.

There’s a little more to this story, I suppose. I sent this to my new guy, the Romantic, maybe I shall call him, who is at least nominally vanilla. I guess at some point I need to fill ya’ll in on what’s been going on on that front. But for now, suffice it to say that there is a new someone in my life, and he was not poly-aware before I told him I was poly, and though he was slightly kink-aware before I bit the bullet and told him that tidbit about me, what he knows/understands is a far cry from the reality of what my kink life is. So it was…endearing and sweet that this image had a rather profound affect on him, as innocent as it is.

I guess sexy is in the eyes of the beholder, eh?

But then of course, I am still getting dirty other ways, too, and reveling in it, but it’s an odd juxtaposition, the things I do one night with V and then talk about the next day with the Romantic. I haven’t dated a vanilla person in a lo-o-o-o-ng time, like forever. I just wonder how he would react to finding that other Dirty Girl, and this Dirty Girl too, the one I am now, when I am not gardening and being Everyday Jade.

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  1. Elliott

    Yes, sexy is in the eyes of the beholder. And as I stare at your knees thinking of parting them knowing what lies directly above… that is a very sexy thought.

  2. Bee

    I know exactly where you’re coming from. I love getting dirty, innocently or not. Nothing beats scrambling naked over rocks or running barefoot through the woods, just enjoying life.

  3. Molly

    Oh this is sexy alright, well in my eyes it is, but then I think getting dirty is a sexy thing…. and clearly it sounds like the romantic might feel the same



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