Monthly Archives: October 2016

What She Deserves

Oct 15, 2016 | Posted by in Fictions, Kink of the Week, Writing About Kink | 6

From her place on the floor, kneeling, head bowed, Marianne heard the front door open and then shut with a sharp click. She couldn’t help but think that even the sound of the door shutting sounded ominous. It had been a long time since she had been in trouble, and Master was particularly displeased with her this time. She heard the sound of his shoes on the hardwood floor of the hallway, heard him pause in the doorway. She wanted to look up at him, to gauge his temperament, but she remained on her knees, eyes to the floor. She heard him cross the room, finally stopping in front of her, the gleam of his well-polished shoes a testament to her good behavior in other areas of her submission. I can polish a shoe like a pro! she thought. But she couldn’t keep her hands away from herself day inRead more …


Oct 1, 2016 | Posted by in Everyday Jade | 3

I am no stranger to depression. I suffer from SAD (Seasonal Affective Disorder) and have had debilitating bouts of clinical depression that only anti-depressants have been able to alleviate. Sometimes years go by in between bouts; I have found non-prescription coping mechanisms, like my Happy Light and mood managing routines, that help control the SAD if it doesn’t get too acute. Sometimes, even when it is bad, I fight having to take medication. I don’t want to be in a chemically altered state, and always before, the side effects were prohibitive enough to make me use medication only as a last resort, and to wait far too long to give in and take it. There are times, though, when the depression hits and I just don’t recognize it for what it is. When the slide is so long and slow that I’m surprised when I scrape the bottom with my belly;Read more …